Hi Babes well its been three months since you passed and only now does it feel real if it ever can. Me and the kids have been very busy. I took Eve and Miles to London for Eves birthday and we had a really good time but its just never gonna be the same without you - we did all sorts as you do when in London. Then we went to France to visit the Greatbanks and well you can imagine how that's was again a good time but everything we do just magnifies how much we miss you and as time passes it seems to hurt more not get better. I took the kids to Tenerife at Easter they had a good time which Im sure you would of wanted. Anyway babes we are doing a walk with the hospice this Sunday 12th May, all your mates are coming hun to remember you and celebrate your life. We are going to the Grapes after too so that might get messy. I miss you every day darling every morning I wake up gutted cos you've gone and life will never be full without you. Miss you always X